Friday, March 18, 2011

Thirty[ish] Days of Kink: The Underworld Edition - Days 3 & 4

Day 3: How did you discover that you were kinky?


Day 4: Any early experiences that, in retrospect, hint at your kinks?

(I decided to put days three and four into one post, due to the fact that what I wrote for Day 3 answered Day 4's prompt as well)


Well, thinking back (I have a terrible memory, mind) I think that I found that I was kinky mainly when I started masturbating.

I know I would use old shoelaces and tie my ankles to my bed, steal clothespins from the laundry room for my nipples, and I would imagine different scenarios of rough sex. For example: a very strong guy chasing me through the woods, catching, holding me down, and "having his way with me", was one, lol. (I think that that particular fantasy and others that my younger self had were probably inspired by movies, though I don't know which ones).

Though I didn't know at the time that it was called "Kinky", I just figured that I was weird or something, lol.

I think that I found that there were other people like me one night when I watched some show that featured a BDSM couple who talked about different parts of their relationship and all that. I don't remember how old I was, but I do know I was still fairly young (and still a virgin at the time, too, lol).

(*Semi-random thought: I also remember that when I was younger, I would sit in the den and watch porn that came on Cinemax and all those other channels in the middle of the night. I would make sure to have the porn on mute and have Discovery Channel bound to the "Recall" button so that I could quickly switch to it if someone woke up, lol. Luckily no one did, but my younger self was prepared!*)

Thanks for reading!

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