Friday, March 18, 2011

Thirty[ish] Days of Kink: The Underworld Edition - Days 3 & 4

Day 3: How did you discover that you were kinky?


Day 4: Any early experiences that, in retrospect, hint at your kinks?

(I decided to put days three and four into one post, due to the fact that what I wrote for Day 3 answered Day 4's prompt as well)


Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Thirty[ish] Days of Kink: The Underworld Edition - Day 2

Day 2: List your Kinks.

Alrighty then! With the help of my handy-dandy BDSM Checklist, I shall list some of my kinks!:


Saturday, March 12, 2011

Thirty[ish] Days of Kink: The Underworld Edition - Day 1

Day 1: Dom, sub, switch?  What parts of BDSM interest you?  Give us an interesting in-depth definition of what that means to you. Basically define your kinky self for us.

I am definitely 100% submissive. I honestly have no interest in being a Dominant or even a Switch, and would only do so if Synthetik wanted me to. I don't think I'd exactly be in my element and wouldn't fully enjoy it, though I'm pretty sure that he's more than happy being dominant, and has no interest in me dominating him, lol. Which I guess is a good thing and works out well for us.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Thirty[ish] Days of Kink: The Underworld Edition - Intro

Alrighty, Hello all :)

I stumbled across the "Thirty Days of Kink"-ness, after reading quite a few blogs that featured them. After a quick asking around and seeing where it originated: (Insatiable Desire: Thirty Days of Kink), I decided that, being that this is a blog that has kinky elements (and me, a kinky author) I decided, "Why not? :) "

Not only is it, of course, ideas and prompts for what to write here, but also it'll cause me to dig deep and learn even more about myself, my kinks and sexual-ness, and being Synthetik's slave :)

Hopefully I'll be able to put out a post per day on it, but if it comes down to spending more time on the post and making it like I want and good quality, or meeting the daily deadline, I'm going to go with the quality (That being the reason I added the "[ish]" to Thirty, lol).

Let's hope my life does not get more hectic or that I don't decide to procrastinate (like I sometimes tend to do, lol).

I start tomorrow! (or today, or the day after tomorrow, lol. It'll be within the next couple days, regardless)

Wish me luck!

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Dancer Of Gor - My Thoughts Thus Far

I've heard many things about the "Counter-Earth Saga", aka:  the series by John Norman about the planet Gor. Some saying they're awesome, some saying that they're terrible.

However, when I saw that Dancer of Gor was on one of my favorite websites for books,, I decided, "What's the harm, it's only about $6 (shipping included!) and it sounds interesting", so I got it.

So far, in all honesty, it's not that bad. At least, not the story, anyway, in my opinion.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

A Time of Soul-Searching

If you've read my first post, you may've noticed a tiny bit of it which said something along the lines of "I am Synthetik's Slave/Submissive (I'm trying to figure out exactly which one at the moment)".

So, basically, I was doing a bit of looking deep into myself to figure out which one applied to me more. I'm the type that I don't like to describe myself as something, only to find that I am not exactly that certain something and have to retract it. That, and I definitely don't want to be seen as a "poser" or "wannabe" or anything.

Much thinking ensued. I asked around about it, and read too. On I found a post regarding the Submissive vs. Slave debate said, basically, that a slave would sort of take on the limits of the Master, that got me to thinking, "What are Synthetik's limits?". So, I found a BDSM Checklist online and we went down the list, one by one, to see what things he was into (and after he answered, I would tell him my opinion on it). He and I were both 100% honest on everything, like a sort of kinky heart-to-heart.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Epic Rant: Episode 1 - Elitists

Warning: Rant-y Text-Wall ahead! 

These are just my opinions on these matters, I do not claim to be an expert on anything. This post is not meant to offend anyone and you are more than welcome to have a differing opinion. Names and places have been left out to keep things tasteful and for privacy's sake.

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Elitists Pictures, Images and Photos
ElitistsIn short, a person, or group of persons, who believes something about them makes them superior to others, and they feel the need to flaunt their superiority.

You see them all the time in World of Warcraft, Forums of all kinds, Real life, and practically anywhere you can shake a stick at. Whether they put you down for your clothes, grammar, gear score, DPS, and what-have-you, there's always someone out there who, in trying to bolster their own esteem, and make them feel better about themselves, is always looking for someone to make feel terrible by treating others in a condescending manner. They have an air of self-importance about them and act as if only *they* know absolutely anything about, well, everything.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Fun With Synthetik at Fort Macon

My Nightmare and I at Fort Macon :)

About a week ago, Synthetik and I decided to have a sort of date together to an old civil war fort not too far away called Fort Macon and it was so much fun!

We first went to a Dunkin' Donuts as a sort of Breakfast/Snack before we went (especially since work is right across the street and we get a discount), where he fell in love with "The Everything Bagel", I have to admit it was really really good, and I can see why he did, lol. He was born up North in New Jersey and moved down here to North Carolina when he was about four and has honestly been on the quest to find the perfect "Real Bagel" down here. I'm assuming that, while the "Everything Bagel" is probably his favorite one thus far (not counting the epic "Real Bagel" which I believe is a Salt one), it wasn't considered a real, Northern bagel, as he didn't hold it over his head like Link from Legend of Zelda and I didn't hear this: Link Finds an Item <---Click here for sound, please :) (..... I'm such a nerd :) )

Sunday, January 30, 2011

A Leap Into Blogging


I'm definitely not very good at this sort of thing, but I'm Persephone Nightmare. I'm 20 years old (21 this October) and I live in North Carolina. I am engaged to the most wonderful man on Earth, whom we'll call Synthetik Nightmare :) Also, I am collared to him as well.

That's right folks, I am not only his fiancee' and future wife, but also his submissive/slave (I'm trying to figure out exactly which of the two I am at the moment, lol). Anyway, even though I do wear a collar (disguised as "Just a 'necklace'") we generally keep it a secret, *especially from our families*. Last thing I need is another reason for my family to hate him, good grief!

Happy-Fun Disclaimer Time!: He and I are both consenting, knowledgeable adults and no one is being forced into anything. Anyone who believes, regardless of that fact, that what we're doing is wrong, immoral, or you just have a rather snide, condescending outlook on it, then quite frankly, this is not the place for you and you are more than welcome to take your leave. Rudeness will not be tolerated, *at all*. You've been warned!